柠檬水（2016）

柠檬水
曲目：Pray you catch me
演唱：碧昂斯
试试感知这欺骗
♪ You can taste the dishonesty♪
萦绕在你的呼吸间 你竟不屑掩饰
♪ It’s all over your breath as you pass it off so cavalier ♪
即便只是试探
♪ But even that’s a test ♪
也能清楚感知到
♪ Constantly aware of it all ♪
你的世界有堵围墙 我寂寞之耳紧贴其上
♪ My lonely ear Pressed against the walls of your world ♪
祈祷能听到你的低语
♪ Prayin’ to catch you whispering ♪
祈祷你发现我在聆听
♪ I’m prayin’ you catch me listening
祈祷能听到你的低语
♪I’m prayin’ to catch you whispering ♪
祈祷你能留意我
♪ I’m prayin’ you catch me ♪
祈祷能听到你的低语
♪ I’m prayin’ to catch you whispering♪
祈祷你发现我在聆听
I’m prayin’ you catch me listening ♪
祈祷你能留意我
♪ I’m prayin’ you catch me ♪
我尝试建立一个没有你的家
I tried to make a home out of you.
但门内隐藏着陷阱
But doors lead to trapdoors.
楼梯尽头显示着虚空
A stairway leads to nothing.
不知名的女人 在黑夜的走廊中徘徊漫步
Unknown women wander the hallways at night.
你悄然离去 去向何方
Where do you go when you go quiet?
你就如我的父亲 一个魔术师
You remind me of my father, a magician.
能够同一时间现身两地
Able to exist in two places at once.
像那个男人一般
In the tradition of men in
凌晨三点回家 满口谎言
my blood you come home at 3AM and lie to me.
你闪烁其词
What are you hiding?
过去与将来交融 与我们共遇此地
The past, and…the future merge to meet us here.
多么幸运
What luck.
这该死的诅咒
What a fucking curse.
曲目：Pray you catch me
演唱：Beyonce
只有你的微笑 才可伤我至深
♪ nothing else ever seems to hurt like the smile on your face ♪
但在我记忆中 它并非如此伤人
♪ When it’s only in my memory It don’t hit me quite the same ♪
也许只能引起我的忧虑
♪ Maybe it’s a cause for concern ♪
但我也并不心安 要努力自持不能崩溃
♪ But I’m not at ease Keeping my head to the curb ♪
祈祷听到你的低语
♪ Prayin’ to catch you whispering ♪
祈祷你发现我在聆听
♪ I’m prayin’ you catch me listening♪
祈祷能听到你的低语
I’m prayin’ to catch you whispering ♪
祈祷你能留意我 求你能留意我
♪ I’m prayin’ you catch me I’m prayin’ you catch me ♪
祈祷你能留意我 求你能留意我
♪ I’m prayin’ you catch me I’m prayin’ you catch me ♪
我试着改变
I tried to change,…
不再多言
…closed my mouth more.
更加温柔 更加美艳
Tried to be soft, prettier.
少点清醒
Less…awake.
斋戒60天
Fasting for 60 days.
身着素衣
Wore white.
远离镜子 远离性
Abstained from mirrors. Abstained from sex.
渐渐不再说话
Slowly did not speak another word.
等到我长发及膝
In that time my hair I grew past my ankles.
便躺在地板的垫子上 吞剑身亡
I slept on a mat on the floor. I swallowed a sword.
我漂浮而上啊
I levitated…
却沉入地下
…into the basement, I
承认我一生罪过 在河中施洗礼
confessed my sins and was baptized in a river.
跪在地上 口颂阿门
Got on my knees and I said “Amen” and I said “Ameen”.
我鞭打自己 跪在你脚下 俯首称臣
I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet.
我流放火山
I threw myself into a volcano,
茹毛饮血
I drank the blood and drank the wine.
静♥坐♥冥思 鞠躬乞求上帝
I sat alone and begged and bent at the waist for God.
环抱自我 深深思索 我看见了恶魔
I crossed myself and thought… I saw the devil.
我脚底皮肤增厚
I grew thickened skin on my feet.
我沐浴在死神之水
I bathed in bleach and
用圣经之纸堵住我延绵不断的冲动
plugged my menses with pages from the Holy Book.
然而内心深处仍渴求真♥相♥
But still inside me coiled deep was the need to know…
你是否骗我 你是否背我弃我
Are you cheating? Are you cheating on me?
曲目：Hold up
演唱：碧昂斯
欢呼吧 她们哪里有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
省省吧 她们不像我那么爱你
♪ Slow down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
回来吧 她们哪里有我爱你
♪ Back up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
下来吧 她们不像我那么爱你
♪ Step down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
你难道还不明白 没人能代替你
♪ Can’t you see there’s no other man above you? ♪
对个爱你的女孩 你是否太过淘气
♪ What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you ♪
欢呼吧 她们哪里有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
等着吧 她们可没我爱你
♪ Hold on, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
感觉不对劲 果真如此
♪ Something don’t feel right Because it ain’t right ♪
特别是夜半发生的种种
♪ Especially comin’ up after midnight ♪
我嗅到你的秘密 我也并非完人
♪ I smell your secret, and I’m not too perfect ♪
从未像此刻这样没用
♪ To ever feel this worthless ♪
为何沦落至此 竟窥探你的通话记录
♪ How did it come down to this? Going through your call list ♪
我不愿丢掉矜持 但怎能被贱♥人♥轻视
♪ I don’t wanna lose my pride, but I’mma fuck me up a bitch ♪
我曾在意生活的性感与欢畅
♪ Know that I kept it sexy, and know I kept it fun ♪
我失去了那些只因对你钟情
♪ There’s something that I’m missing, maybe my head for one ♪
哪个更惨 嫉妒或是疯狂 嫉妒还是疯狂
♪ What’s worse, lookin’ jealous or crazy? Jealous or crazy? ♪
或是丢盔弃甲 四处游荡
♪ Or like being walked all over lately, walked all over lately ♪
我宁愿疯狂
♪ I’d rather be crazy ♪
欢呼吧 她们哪儿有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
省省吧 她们不像我那么爱你
♪ Slow down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
回来吧 她们哪儿有我爱你
♪ Back up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
下来吧 她们不像我那么爱你
♪ Step down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
你难道不明白 没人能代替你
♪ Can’t you see there’s no other man above you? ♪
对一个爱你的人 你是否太过随意
♪ What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you ♪
欢呼吧 她们哪儿有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
省省吧 她们可没我那么爱你
♪ Slow down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
暂且想想
♪ Let’s imagine for a moment
若是你籍籍无名
that you never made a name for yourself ♪
或是没有腰缠万贯 她们是否会尊你如王
♪ Or mastered wealth, they had you labeled as a king ♪
若是你还未走出牢笼
♪ never made it out the cage,
仍然混迹街头
till out there movin’ in them streets ♪
若是你没能掳获芳心 拥她入眠
♪ never had the baddest woman in the game up in your sheets ♪
她们还能否对你谦顺如羊
♪ Would they be down to ride? ♪
不 她们习惯于瞒你骗你
♪ no, they used to hide from you, lie to you ♪
但我们两才是命中注定
♪ But y’all know we were made
我寻你抱你
for each other So I find you and hold you down ♪
我为你吟唱
♪ Me sing se ♪
等等 她们没有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
慢着 她们哪儿有我爱你
♪ Slow down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
回来 她们没有我爱你
♪ Back up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
站住 她们哪儿有我爱你
♪ Step down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
你难道不明白 没人能代替你
♪ Can’t you see there’s no other man above you? ♪
对你个爱你的人 你是否太没诚意
♪ What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you ♪
欢呼吧 她们没有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
省省吧 她们可没我爱你
♪ Slow down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
嘿 嘿 嘿 嘿 你真可耻 省省吧
♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey, It is such a shame Slow down,♪
她们哪儿有我爱你
they don’t love you like I love you ♪
嘿 嘿 嘿 嘿 可耻啊你
♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey, It is such a shame ♪
我赤诚之爱 你却弃之如敝屐
♪ You let this good love go to waste ♪
我永远站在五星级的最高层 车后排里的缱绻缠绵
♪ I always keep the top tier, 5 star Backseat lovin’ in the car ♪
让那景色看起来熠熠生辉
♪ Like make that wood,♪
灌木丛也好像那林荫大道
like make that wood Holly like a boulevard ♪
哪个更惨 嫉妒或是疯狂 嫉妒还是疯狂
♪ What’s worse, lookin’ jealous or crazy? Jealous and crazy? ♪
或是丢盔弃甲 四处游荡
♪ Or like being walked all over lately, walked all over lately ♪
我倒宁愿疯狂
♪ I’d rather be crazy ♪
欢呼吧 她们哪里有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
省省吧 她们可没我爱你
♪ Slow down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
回来吧 她们哪里有我爱你
♪ Back up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
下来吧 她们可没我爱你
♪ Step down, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
你难道不明白 没人能代替你
♪ Can’t you see there’s no other man above you? ♪
对待爱你的人 你是否太过任性
♪ What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you ♪
欢呼吧 她们哪里有我爱你
♪ Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
等着吧 她们可没我爱你
♪ Hold on, they don’t love you like I love you ♪
我从床上跳起来 精心装扮
♪ I hop up out the bed and get my swag on ♪
对着镜子不禁自问 又不会死
♪ I look in the mirror, say, “What’s up?” ♪
没事 没事 没事
♪ What’s up, what’s up, what’s up? ♪
我从床上跳起来 精心装扮
♪ I hop up out the bed and get my swag on ♪
对着镜子不禁自问 又不会死