好想我回来啊
我想说 却在开口的时候变沉默
这世界 又神秘又赤裸
我该要怎么做 新的未来才会兑现承诺
躲在角落 会让人更焦灼太多爱的名义奔赴在我的领地
那些只言片语戳中我的心 HA〜太多童话梦境出现在我的回忆
就像唯一稻草勒住我的心 HA〜曾经我
悲观 孤单 遗憾 不堪 感叹 疲倦 辗转 难安
看淡 释然 放慢 长谈 期盼 远看 了断 勇敢
一半 明白 一半 混乱 一半 简单 一半 很难
全都 全都 与你无关想太多 站在人群之中茫然失措
没什么 面具下都寂寞
我有我的节奏 善待所有哪怕不属于我
请別再说 你何必这样活太多爱的名义奔赴在我的领地
那些只言片语戳中我的心 HA〜太多童话梦境出现在我的回忆
就像唯一稻草勒住我的心 HA〜曾经我
悲观 孤单 遗憾 不堪 感叹 疲倦 辗转 难安
看淡 释然 放慢 长谈 期盼 远看 了断 勇敢
一半 明白 一半 混乱 一半 简单 一半 很难
全都 全都 与你无关如果我
悲观 孤单 遗憾 不堪 感叹 疲倦 辗转 难安
看淡 释然 放慢 长谈 期盼 远看 了断 勇敢
一半 明白 一半 混乱 一半 简单 一半 很难
就算 就算 与你有关
但我 会向前看
English #1 – I Really Want Myself Back
《I Really Want Myself Back》
Composer: Hua Chenyu
Lyricist: Pei Yu
Arrangers: Bernard Zheng, Hua Chenyu
Producer: Bernard ZhengI want to talk, yet I became silent when I opened my mouth
This world is mysterious and nakedWhat should I do
so that the new future will keep its promise?
It’s more distressing to wait in the corner
Too much paraded into my realm in the name of loveThose phrases stabbed my heart. Ha~Ha~
Too many dreamy fairy tales appeared in my memory
Just like the single straw that tightened around my heart.
Ha~
Ha~I once was gloomy, lonely, rueful, anguished
Moanful, fatigued, agitated, unsettled
Indifferent, relieved, slower-paced, talkative
Hopeful, clear-sighted, decisive, courageousHalf clear, half confused
Half easy, half difficult
Nothing, nothing is related to youThinking too much, losing myself in the crowd
It’s nothing. Everyone is lonely under a maskI have my own rhythm
Treat everything with kindness even if they are not mine
Please don’t say “Why do you have to live like this?” again
Too much paraded into my realm in the name of love
Those phrases stabbed my heart. Ha~Ha~
Too many dreamy fairy tales appeared in my memory
Just like the single straw that tightened around my heart.
Ha~
Ha~I once was gloomy, lonely, rueful, anguished
Moanful, fatigued, agitated, sleepless
Indifferent, relieved, slower-paced, talkative
Hopeful, clear-sighted, decisive, courageous
Half clear, half confused
Half easy, half difficult
Nothing, nothing is related to youIf I am gloomy, lonely, rueful, anguished
Moanful, fatigued, agitated, sleepless
Indifferent, relieved, slower-paced, talkative
Hopeful, clear-sighted, decisive, courageous
Half clear, half confused
Half easy, half difficultEven if, even if it’s related to you
Yet I’ll look forwardTranslated by Hua Chenyu English Subs
Submitted by HuaChenyuEngSub
English #2 – Oh, How I Want My Old Self Back
I am about to speak, but I fall back into silence
This world is mysterious, yet stark
What should I do, so that the new future can fulfill its promises?
Hiding in a corner would only make me more anxiousToo many people, in the name of love, are rushing to my realm
Their words have pierced my heartToo many fairy tale dreams have appeared in my memory
They are the only thread this heart is hanging byI used to be
Pessimistic, lonely, regretful, miserable, longing, weary, restless, apprehensive
Unruffled, relieved, calm, talkative, hopeful, optimistic, resolute, brave
Half clear, half confused Half easy, half hard
None of it, none of it, is because of youFull of so many thoughts, I stand among the crowd, at a loss
No big deal, loneliness is what’s behind all these masks
I have my ways, and I treat everyone well, even if they’re not on my side
Please don’t ask why I would choose to live like this yet againToo many people, in the name of love, are rushing to my realm
Their words have pierced my heartToo many fairy tale dreams appear in my memory
They are the only thread this heart is hanging byI used to be
Pessimistic, lonely, regretful, miserable, longing, weary, restless, apprehensive
Unruffled, relieved, calm, talkative, hopeful, optimistic, resolute, brave
Half clear, half confused Half easy, half hard
None of it, none of it, is because of youIf I am
Pessimistic, lonely, regretful, miserable, longing, weary, restless, apprehensive
Unruffled, relieved, calm, talkative, hopeful, optimistic, resolute, brave
Half clear, half confused Half easy, half hard
Even if, even if, it’s because of you
Yet I, will look ahead
Submitted by Experience Hua Chenyu