你不是真正的快乐

人群中 哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你 静静 忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳

这世界 笑了
于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是 你的选择
于是你 含着眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的 抱着遗憾 一直到老了
然后才后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的 抱着遗憾 一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻
重新开始活着

You’re not truly happy

Crying in a crowd
You only want to become transparent
You will never dream, or hurt, or fall in love again
You’ve decided
You’ve decided
You, quietly endure
Tightly holding yesterday in your first
And the sweeter the memories
the more they hurt you
the more they leave dense cuts (some deep, some shallow) on your hand

You aren’t truly happy
Your smile is only your camouflage
You decided not to hate
Nor love
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked

This world smiles,
so you, to fit in, smile as well
When survival is the rule
and not your choice
So you, crying, as if without roots, blunder forward

You aren’t truly happy
Your smile is only your camouflage
You decided not to hate
Nor love
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked

You aren’t truly happy
Your wound has never been willing to heal completely
I stand to your left
but it is a galaxy between us
Would you really carry your regret until you’re old
And only then be sorry that you had lived with regret all this time

You aren’t truly happy
Your smile is only your camouflage
You decided not to hate
Nor love
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked

You aren’t truly happy
Your wound has never been willing to heal completely
I stand to your left
but it is a galaxy between us
Would you really carry your regret until you’re old
And only then be sorry that you had lived with regret all this time

You deserve true happiness
You should take off your camouflage
Why is it that you have lost
yet you also should be punished
Can we make all the sadness stop now
and start to live in a new way?

啊Submitted by Stand with Ukraine

You Aren’t Truly Happy

Crying in a crowd
You only want to become transparent
You will never dream, or hurt, or fall in love again
You’ve decided
You’ve decided
You, quietly endure
Tightly holding yesterday in your first
And the sweeter the memories
the more they hurt you
the more they leave dense cuts (some deep, some shallow) on your hand

You aren’t truly happy
Your smile is only your camouflage
You decided not to hate
Nor love
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked

This world smiles,
so you, to fit in, smile as well
When survival is the rule
and not your choice
So you, crying, as if without roots, blunder forward

You aren’t truly happy
Your smile is only your camouflage
You decided not to hate
Nor love
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked

You aren’t truly happy
Your wound has never been willing to heal completely
I stand to your left
but it feels as if there is an entire Milky Way between us
Would you really carry your regret until you’re old
And only then be sorry that you had lived with regret all this time

You aren’t truly happy
Your smile is only your camouflage
You decided not to hate
Nor love
Shutting your soul inside a body that is forever locked

You aren’t truly happy
Your wound has never been willing to heal completely
I stand to your left
but it feels as if there is an entire Milky Way between us
Would you really carry your regret until you’re old
And only then be sorry that you had lived with regret all this time

You deserve true happiness
You should take off your camouflage
Why is it that you have lost
yet you also should be punished
Can we make all the sadness stop now
and start to live in a new way?

Submitted by BendersB

Author’s comments:
I use the world blunder to mean “act or speak clumsily.”